Tuesday, December 13, 2005

dressed to kill || 3:52 AM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I had this sudden urge to go out wif my frens.
After so much eh-lets-go-out.-oh-no-i-dont-feel-like-going-oh-man-i-dont-have-money-arh,
it all boiled down to us going out again.
ahahahas.
miss them la. ahahas.

OH WELL!
moving on,
watched harry potter again wif tht someone a few days ago.
i did not have a good movie experience at all.
Even if the movie was good, i didnt enjoy it. not at alll.
partly cos the tickets were selling fast and we had to
sit at the second FIRST row. i was squirming around in my seat.
my butt,neck and everything else
hurt like shitt by the time the movie ended. =(

i was pissed. like hell.
BUT. tht someone cheered me up wen we were on our way home.
=D
wad a gurl wants. hehe.

mmmm..
moving on. moving on..
yesterday was interesting.
mama signed me up for this two days course thingy
& i had to go for it.
i was soooo mad at her for waking me up so early
cos i slept at 4/5 plus one night before.
all cos of tht SOMEBODY! ahahahs
and not forgetting the class started at 9 and ended at 6.30!
how looong is tht?!?!
I didnt noe wat drove me into such behaviour.
i felt bad for shouting at my mama early in the morning.
so i decided to go for this course.. ONCE AGAIN!
it was bad AT FIRST. i had a big-eye-bags day. How ugly.
i wore black long-sleeved shirt. black pants & black scarve.
so gothic-like. eee.
i wasnt in a mood to wear colourful clothes u see.
familiar faces, familiar attitude.
i've been to dis course before.
so i knew most of them. funny fun ppl there. (:

heh. and once again,
my religious experiments are a total failure.
cos as soon as i reached home,
i was stucked on my comp again..
its just so irresistable.
but mum,
i assure you that I will try my very best to resist these temptations.
once sch reopen- tht is.
Being responsible is absolutely tough but necessary.
so have faith in me please. =)
i learnt tht line from the ustaz there. hehe.
loooook. i paid attention ok! =D

im feeling better aft having flu and blocked nose every now and then.
now tht its over,
my eyes are starting to irritate me.
my eyes hurt from rubbing vigourously.
They are bloodshot now. urghhh.
such a troublemaker.

supposed to go for the course again today.
but silly me, i woke up late.
called mum aft tht somebody called me.
mama said i dont hafta go. mannnn.
god noes i felt so goddamn guilty
after hearing the disappointment voice in her.
wish i would have woke up earlier.
im such a lazy arse.

Dad's forever giving me false hopes.
i'd really appreciate it if you could spare a thought for me.
im damn frustrated wif him.
he's really stingy. =<

okay. im done wif the updating.
bye bye!

If I could have my way, I'd move your ass out of my life.

you're my very first thought in the morning and
my last at nightfall.

dressed to kill || 2:53 AM

Monday, November 28, 2005

im sickkkkk!!
weak like fuck!
flu in the morning.
block nose at night.
wad on earth?!?

arghhhhhhh.
nvm. i must be strong. -.-
anyway,
i was boreddd to death yesterday.
wanted to play some games cos i really had
no idea wad else to do.
so den i came across dis dress up celebrities game.
IT WAS SOOOOOO FUN!!!
i noe i sound so childish or watever.
but its seriously fun!!
i got some pics of the celebrities i did.
heheheh.
gawddd.
im talking crap arh. lol.
hdksfgskguwrblsfsfashajdajropasjfsgvasg

the only reason y i update today is
partly cos im bored & to show off my AWESOME "WORK" .
ahahhas.
so here it is. -

USHER.

PHOEBE (CHARMED)

MARY-KATE/ASHLEY OLSEN

KELLY CLARKSON.

JESSE MC CARTNEY.

HARRY POTTER?

ANGELINA JOLIE.

AMY LEE (EVANESCENCE)

nice rite???? HEHEHE.

alriteeee.
gotta get some rest now.
bbb.
enjoy the piccies. =D

dressed to kill || 9:31 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

hey.
band investiture yesterday.
nth much laa.

hate to admit dis.
but dis year investiture was very different from the previous one.
i prefer the last year one.
yes. ahahs.
watever.

DEN DEN
ateeeeeeeee.
tt was one of the BEST part of itt.
ahahahhas.
but the chicken tastes awfully AWFUL! =s
but heck, i was hungry..
so i just stuff everything inside lar.
eheheh.

AFTER THT,
carrried some of the instruments from sch hall
back to band studio.
TIRING ARHHHHHH.

OH YEA!!!!
I SAW MRS ONG!!!
SHE REMEMBERS ME!!!! =DD

okay. back to the story..
walked back and forth
non-stop.
good thing was, I FOUND OUT LOADSS OF SECRETS.
ahahahas.
johnston told me smth bout somebody.
den fadliLY also. =D
EVERYBODY LIKES EVERYBODY.
ahahahs. -.-

so went back wif him.
eheheh..
guess nobody spott us together.
ahahas. phew~
had a fun fun time wif him. (:
den at homeeeee,
conference wif him & dale.
den add ma gf in also. =D
funnn ehhhhh.
talked to him on the phone den.
he crapped alot larr.
kiter awak semuer terkluar.
l0l.

slept at 3+

TODAY ;
found out something bout him just now.
i almost broke down in tears can??
haisss. im not gonna elaborate anything here.
so. yea.
i'll end here den.

BYEEEEEEEEe.

YOU! take care of urself.
im worried bout you noeee. =(

dressed to kill || 5:24 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

inside,
my heart is breaking.
my make-up may be flaking.
but my smile still stays on..

on top of it, i earn the kill.
i have to find the will to carry on...

ps: happy bdae to IZZAN! =D luv ya gf

dressed to kill || 12:03 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

muse bassist!! WOOHOO!! MY IDOLA! wahhas

REPLIES TO SALLY'S BLOG ON MY DARLING'S BEHALF. =D

YOU were the one who gave him ta me.
YOU even admited he's boring &tht lead guitars are
more challenging.
but who was the one who stood by him?!
MEEE!!
&now you said you want him back?? tht he luvs YOu more than ME??
OH PUHLEASEEEEEE.
smack back to reality, gurlfren!
wad goes around comes around..
muahahhas. -evil laugh-
If you hate me, i hate you too.
It aint my fault im better than you. =DDD
hehehehe.

NOW TO MISS JAYNIE WEE,
my another bestie.
(HEY HEY! it ryhmes!! -.-)

anyway,
a few months ago, while i was still in school,
JAYNE & i luv to argue bout whether hilary duff's better
or lindsay lohan.
fortunately, i was on lindsay lohan's side.
NOBODY.. i meant N O B O D Y at ALL was on my side!
but JAYNE was unluckily supported by another hilary's freak fan,
FITRI
they were complaining almost EVERYTHING about lindsay.
bout how she dresses, how hilary's voice sounds so much better than hers,
how she COPIES hilary's style, her appearance and all.
they even commented on her boobs.
CAN YOU BELIEVE THT?!?!?
-slaps forehead-

STILL. i was such a faithful fan and stayed on lindsay's side.
if lindsay noes me, she'll be soo proud of me ((:
i stayed STRONG and believed tht JAYNE will SOMEDAY prefers lindsay more than hilary.
chey wah.. and GUESS WAD?!

I WAS RIGHT!!!!!!!!
YOOOOHOOOOO!!!
JAYNE hates hilary now. she calls her a horse -.-
how rude.
oh well. who cares.
i always thought hilary was up to no good anyway.
JAYNE ADORES lindsay now. listen to her blog song man!!! its LINDSAY LOHAN.
WHO WAS THE GURL WHO MADE FUN OF LINDSAY LOHAN LAST TIME?!
WHO WAS THE GURL WHO USED TO LOVE HILARY DUFF SOOO MUCH?!

-sings-
who's tht girl?
where's she from?
no.. she cant be the one..

HEHEHE.

i dunno wads the point of me writing me all these.
ahahahas. -.-
make dem sound like a loser. =x
hehehs. no la..
I just want them to admit im the best!
hehehehe.
practically, cos i have no idea wad to update about band pract. today.
so i decided to update bout those two losers.
hehehe. they're gonna smash my head for calling them losers.
ahahas. who cares.

PS: you guys should noe im just joking eh? no matter how LAME u guys are,
you're still my bestfrens!! hehe. im soo sweet rite?? =D

LASTLY,
TO NURVENA TITI MARDIANA BTE MARTAINI.
wad happen to you??
KE MANER KAU LESAP HUH?!
no news no nothing..
SIGH. i miss you lar..
hehe.
i bet you're smiling now!
=D

kkk. gtg now..
BYE BYE. -waves-.

dressed to kill || 4:42 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

BLEEDING INSIDE.

I love you,
(more than you know)
i hate you,
(when you piss me off)
i envy you,
(because you are braver than me)
i aim to please you,
(because you please me)
i tease you,
(because you tease me)
i dont want to leave you,
(unless you want me to)
i need you...
because without you.....

my world ends.

dressed to kill || 1:52 PM

while waiting for tt someone ta call me l8er,
i decided to update since i got nth better to
do rite now other talking to XIN YI.
heehe.

anyway.
woke up real early at 8.
i couldnt get into sleep la.

was kinda excited.
cos i get to see him aft so long. (:
hehe.

but i wasnt on time for band
cos i got back to sleep eventually
& woke up at 11+ .
i was late, of cus.

reached band room.
mr goh was shocked to see me, i guess.
cos he gave the surprised look wen
i entered..
oh well.
reported to RASYIQA before i went for
sectionals.

i pract. like siao ok?
ahahahas

we started the same routine again.
played fate of the gods &stuff.
played it toooo much til the song is still
playing in my head rite now
SIGH.

so went to eat at plaza wif SALLY aft band pract.
ate at long john silver.
i was really really really FULL. bloated.
crapped around wif her aft tht.
:DD
den went home.(:

kkkk.
done wif the entry.
bb now.

dressed to kill || 1:25 AM